What
we believe as being necessary
will come
in its own pass of time
let's
appreciate what there is now
it can
be enjoyed as a sacred present
enriching
artist's life and growing
Being aware
- relating to what is offered
how we
react and what we trigger
what we
receive in return for letting go
acknowledging
the hidden cause
for not
being able to enjoy the whole
Our expectations
and dreams
can be
seen as obvious obstacles
causing
inability to enjoy what's there
why can't
we never be satisfied
always
wanting more and more?
Identified
with our possessions
we are
clinging firmly on narrow stuff
not being
able freely to receive
the abundance
of essential wideness
we lose
ourselves in mundane triviality
Conceptional
greatness offers a goal
might
help to lift one's depressed view
hardly
will change someone's being
adding
new pictures to the old ones
calming
confusion by covering chaos
When someone's
breath becoming short
stuffed
up to the utmost bearable limit
falling
on one's nose or being hit back
might
cause reflections upon one's values
finally
recognizing more essential needs
No space
is left open to receive
if we
don't drop some of the old
looking
through collected possessions
we sort
out what could be dispensed
to take
some fair distance from oneself
Needs to
express oneself arise cautiously
sensible
call from one's longing heart
still
mixed with one's trivial old desires
it will
be a long and solemn way to go
to be
a channel of creative existence
Art is
not a product nor exist by itself
it is
true expression of 'walking the talk'
manifested
personal effort in pain and joy
outlet
of unconscious accumulated pressure
or alert
awareness connected to one's source

BeiYin
5.
Dec. 1998